09.58am — good morning my dear life, good morning Berlin, good morning my dear friends and relatives – i love you all do you feel that? often people scold me and say dont love the world, love ME and your relatives, not more, but i cannot! i love the world, the time, the life, the words, i love speaking voices and singing voices particularly also from the birds – there are far too little birds in our „garden“, to be honest there are NO birds in the garden this seems to be a hell, not a paradise, and i suppose that all these cats here in the „house“ (they live more in the garden than in the house) have chased the cats away … supported by the squirrels who are so beautiful to look at, but i have heared that they also like very much to eat the new eggs of all birds … i love also the owner of these cats, so i really dont know what to do in this case … science has shwon that the VERY BEST for your soul is the diverse singing of birds, so this part of happiness is strongly lacking here … — 10.11am