10.36 — my dear diary, my dear friends, welcome in the first day of life of Jesus Christ who is said to be born about 2024 years ago … i am convinced that he existed and that he was a great thinker … but „son of god“ in reality – i think no, because i think this is not necessary … we are all sons and daughters and ohters / children „from god“ – so to say somehow holy – and therefore we should enjoy to respect each other and to help each other … yesterday i did not write my diary because i was called in the early morning to help somebody, and then during the „holy day“ i forgot because i had to prepare the meal, to finish my „kiosk“ and to send it, and many other dutys also for MY own body (making tea, also for Helmut) and so on … we had a nice and lucky meal on christmas eve (helmut, me and my brother) with roast pork, brussels sprouts, wide noodles and lots of sauce … i love to feast on christmas eve , and we both, Helmut and me, we have been moving away from vegetarianism for some months now … we became vegetarians through our daughters, but they are themselves no longer vegetarian either, and now that i have once again understood that dairy farming ist almost impossible without eating calves, so i also returned „back to meet“ … i also saw that my hair has become better and i have less hair loss since then … the time went by so quickly, but i didnt type all the time, but in the meantime i was in the kitchen, loading the dishwasher and starting it up, and tidying up many things — 11.42
20.33 — i spent a nice day somehow making this and that but did not work for my „details“ … i have a nice appointment tomorrow and i’m looking forward to this with joy … i find „looking forward“ for „Vorfreude“ (german) is really unsatisfying looking forward expresses no joy only the fact of looking to the future … there is a lack of emotion in this word … in the evening we have to eat the remaining things of yesterday or even of the day before yesterday because the meet from yesterday is better to save still one or two days than the remaining meet from the day before yesterday — 20.37