09.53am — good morning my dear milk coffee thank you that you are on earth for me – good morning my dear eyes which are looking again full of curiousity into the world, good morning words lets make words for world – my weight stays stabily on 60,5 until 61 kilos – but i will never make a big break of controlling again it was that the reason that i gained so much weight … i WAS at 57, 58 kilos, why couldnt i keep this weight off? but whatever for the moment im only planning to keep my weight off, challenging enough i think … — 10.04am