09.34am — good morning my dear life, good morning my dear glasses, good morning body and soul and good morning you all – berlin, you my friends and all those busy people, and the suffering people who are ill also – wish you a nice recovery … every day i look on my weight and on the scale in the moment i put on my glasses, and well i didnt tell it the last days, its hard but its true, i am again over 60 kilos, to be honest i must admit that it is now showing firmly at least 60,5 kilos, but today it was clear 61 kilos – although i eat such little, that is really unfair … this bad body with his tendency to hoard the kilos as is if there was nothing more important in whole life … this stone age body, cant he obey??? ah, maybe also my hoarding of things is connected with this body behaving??? – and obviously with the stone age? … interesting … until later alligator … — 09.43am