09.58 — what if i only write in english here in my diary? The reason is that i want to become much faster in speaking, thinking and writing in english … on one special occasion i had noticed that my english all was gone, therefore i made a lot of effort for to regain some knowledge — phew all my doing in the morning is so much and costs me that much time i really must think about it if i can shorten it … but maybe it is not possible … i HAVE to go out in the morning for to pick up my newspapers in the vestibule, IF i go out, i HAVE to pick up the garbage because i cannot live with the garbage lying around … then i HAVE to open the windows, i HAVE to do my gymnastics, i HAVE to make me a coffee, i HAVE to close the windows, so i dont see any possibility to shorten it … If you dont like english then please let a note i will think about it how to do … that morning in the driveway of the neighboring house there was lying a big sausage of shit … i had seen this already yesterday, thought of a large pine cone, but this morning i was wondering – what is such a big pine cone doing here??? So looking nearer i realized that it was a large piece of shit, i took an old bag, grapped this bad piece of shit and put it in my garbage bag. I will throw it in the black garbage can along with the other garbage … so please cross your fingers now that i will work diligently and well structured for my kiosk for you — 10.11