09.49 — good morning good morning my dear diary and my dear friends … i am late, but i slept reasonably well, so i think „so what“ – sleeping is now my priority for to try to heal a bit my nerves, it this is possible at all … For the moment maybe until january 1. i like to visit at 5pm the very little christmas market at the nicolai church – the oldest church of Berlin … there you have fire-tongs-bowle, crepes and some wonderful dishes like green cabbage with sausage or beef stew, a very nice atmosphere, no continuous music is running, no noise from cars or buses, it is very sweet and little and ideal for speaking together …

https://www.feuerzangenbowle.berlin/

… so i decide to be there every day (except december 24th. because it is closed that day) from 5pm until at least 6pm until january 1., and i am VERY HAPPY if somebody comes to me and we are speaking together … see you … i now have to go to the kitchen to close the windows … every day i think of how lucky we are not to have war or mass violence give god that it remains like that … — 09.56