09.35 — good morning good morning my dear diary and good morning my dear friends … as i often forgot in the last days or did not find the time i decided now to do it as first in the morning … why in english? because im typing in german really as fast as a human being can do, i can no more accelerate in german typing, i think … but in english typing i am still very slowly and i type very awkwardly so there is a possibility to get better and you know, i always try to learn something or to get better in something … —— all the last days and weeks before i forgot to weigh myself, this was annoying because i cant catch it up later and i dont want to catch it up later because i had found a „standard situation“ in the morning which is every morning the same: wearing my slippers and my pajamas, not yet having drunk coffee and without the phone dangling around my neck … but with the glasses on cause otherwise i cant see the numbers on the scale so well … so that all has to be considered … — 09.45

16.09 — i made many things which were good and necessary, but i did not write for my „kiosk“, that’s a pity … i would like to live three lifes at